Here
I’m here, my mind is not. My brain is cluttered with a million things swirling around. I’m restless and my husband is all too aware of what I’m going through. It’s not the first time he’s seen me like this. He tells me to go outside and get some fresh air while he takes care of the dirty dishes. I hesitate, but eventually comply.
I open the front door and walk onto the balcony. I hear the kids screaming, playing, fighting inside. I inhale the cool breeze and look at the apartments looming across the road. I wish we lived in a bigger apartment with a gym, a pool, our own private terrace.
I hear clanging as the sons try to help my husband with the dishes. A dishwasher would make life so much simpler. I gather the dried laundry from the clothesline and walk inside wondering how much time a clothes dryer would save me.
I dump the clothes onto the couch and walk back outside. My eyes fall on a small thatched house. My perspective changes as I wonder what the lady who lives there wishes for. Running water? A gas stove? A comfortable mattress?
I am humbled. I have enough. I walk back into the house, into reality. I am grateful. I am here, fully present. Happy.
Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, because God has said, “Never will I leave you; never will I forsake you.” (Hebrews 13:5)
I have Him. He is more than enough for me.
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“I have Him. He is more than enough for me.”
Amen, and amen. Blessings on your here and now!
~Steph, a fellow 5MF participant
Wonderfully written.
Such a sweet reminder of the sufficiency of the Lord. If we’re reading this, we have electricity and a computer (or a smart phone) at the very least, so we have more than so very many. May you be blessed as you have blessed others today!
— Susan, popping in from FMF
Thank you, Susan. There’s so much we take for granted everyday until God opens our eyes.
Beautiful post. Longing … then seeing… changing direction – peace.
Blessings,
Janis Cox http://www.janiscox.com
I love how you condensed it, Janis. God bless you!
Strong reminder ! When we have him we have all we need indeed !
Now, if only I could remember this the next time I feel discontent! 😉
Beautiful reflection, Sheena! after many many years of wishing to be in someone elses shoes I try to remind myself that the grass is always greener where you water it! 🙂 Bless you!
“The grass is always greener where you water it” – I love that, Katie.
Just what I needed to hear 🙂
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